he just told me that i will be throwing away our "wonderful friendship" should i push through with something.
i wonder if he knows that he threw away every chance of that during that first time he went after me in a public place, after i've told him that i didn't want to see him? and that it was gone forever by the time he cornered me in front of work and had me follow him into the park only to threaten to hurt himself with a knife that he had with him if i didn't go back?
i had already known, with the way things were going, that friendship will not exist.
this is the reason why i think all the conversations are futile.
this is the reason why the words and phrases in the post below exist.
i am sad. mad. sick of everything.
but if this means that i'll finally have peace and that he'll leave me alone then fine. i leave you to it. but if you had listened to me carefully, you would've known that i've been saying the same things in forever. and if you had only listened, then maybe you would have found peace by now.
i wonder if he knows that he threw away every chance of that during that first time he went after me in a public place, after i've told him that i didn't want to see him? and that it was gone forever by the time he cornered me in front of work and had me follow him into the park only to threaten to hurt himself with a knife that he had with him if i didn't go back?
i had already known, with the way things were going, that friendship will not exist.
this is the reason why i think all the conversations are futile.
this is the reason why the words and phrases in the post below exist.
i am sad. mad. sick of everything.
but if this means that i'll finally have peace and that he'll leave me alone then fine. i leave you to it. but if you had listened to me carefully, you would've known that i've been saying the same things in forever. and if you had only listened, then maybe you would have found peace by now.
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