my First blog

yesterday was.. quite a long day. first there was class... and then there was the dinner with my blockmates who i have really really missed!! i was with my baby, having great food at cpk. i was so glad to see my friends yesterday... =) it was juz like always - us laffing like crazy, not really caring where we were! haha! =D and then.... there was the inuman thing in las pinas... where i spent most of the time outside with my baby and other friends who were trying to get away from the smoke... =) but that was fun, juz talking bout people, bout each other and laffing our asses off. the ride home was extremely interesting too!! haha! that was cool... =) i still feel bad for the couple in their car at the parking lot!! bwahahaha!! =D and i got home.. pretty late. :p so now i'm really very tired. --==--=--- my dad has been here since last monday but i hardly saw him. he had work, i had work... we only really saw each other today. and he's leaving na tomorrow! ...

CRAP!! school starts tomorrow... good bye saturdays!! *sniff, sniff* fine, i still have my saturday nights but not having your saturday mornings and afternoons sucks! because officially, i only have one day as my weekend. =P darn darn... sana wla na lang kasi class!! (wish ka pa kikay!!)

two kids came into the office today. but they weren't your ordinary little kids. they were both terminally sick children - both afflicted with cancer. they were weak, thin and tired. unlike most kids their age i knew. they were at the office because of make-a-wish. our department helped grant two of their wishes which were really pretty simple. one wanted a playstation2, the other wanted a tv. simple wishes.. but it brought smiles to their faces. the whole time the little program was going on, while the rest of us came up with little gifts for them to take home - i had tears in my eyes. tears because, i was sad that little kids had to go through so much pain. sad for their parents who had to stay strong for their sake. sad that even though they were really sick, all they really wanted were things every normal kid wanted. i realized, they were normal little kids. just that they had possibility of never getting better hanging over them. it's just so sad... at t...

i had... a BLAST last night. a BLAST. literally - i was sabog out of my brains (for a while anyway). hehe, what a pun. :p i was with my two bestest friends and the bestest (yes, i know "bestest" is not a word but i don't know any other word to use!) barkada ever last night. armed with killer japutz, it had the promise of a fun fun evening. and it was! this i gotta say - sakote never lets me down! now, you may be thinking that the reason why i love them to bits is because we always have so much fun together - but it really is much more than that. i don't know anyone else (except my baby that is) in this world who i can really be myself with. no pretenses, no "yeah, i really am i nice little girl" cover, no repressed questions because it may shock some people, no shame in getting drunk and having to say "hold on, i gotta throw up" ever so calmly. it's great.. to just really be me and not have to make excuses about it. you're ...

i am unexpectedly puyat today... but it's worth it. and man, for a while there, i thought it was all gonna go down bad. i dunno what happened after but whatever it was that a friend did, it was great. because now everything's all cool! and i can say so because my best friend says that she's happy. i'm happy. everyone's happy! =) in the end, the "big talk" went well. so i am gladly puyat. i really don't mind. and man... them guys really had a lot of guts to start up that thing earlier. i know i wouldn't have... eventhough i wanted to. so.. thanks.. from the bottom of my heart. you guys rock!! =) soo glad to have you as friends. =) *mwah* p.s. ey baby! i can't wait to see you later.

when you know what two different people (who are your friends at that) are feeling at the same time... what do you do? sit back? or emphatize? help....................

argh... am now officially back in manila. man, the house is so quiet without the family around! it's always so much more fun being at home when they're around. and for some reason, the house feels cramped... maybe coz there's a lot of space in the other house. but i am happy to be in the same country now as my baby.. who i did miss when i was away. haay.. hope this week flies past, i can't wait for the weekend!

damn man... 4 days aren't enough in jakarta. i used to think that a week would be too much time already but now i really appreciate all the long vacations i have had here. 4 days isn't enuff to hang out with your family, to eat at all your favorite restaurants, to veg out at home, to watch all the dvds you want, to go to my favorite malls, to see some people, to read enough chismis magazines, to rest, to sleep, to swim in our pool, to start to really, really miss people.... dang...... i don't wanna go home!!! and especially not to that damn bank!!! i'm so glad that there's only a month left for christmas since i get another chance to take off again because we're going to bora. thank goodness. so here i am, all packed and ready to go tomorrow but my heart's not in it. =( i wanna stay pa... stay until i'm anxious to get home na lang like nung summer... as much as i miss my boy and my friends, i really do like it here. the damn bank mak...

i'm going to jakarta tomorrow!! i'm psyched - and it's mostly because i know that i can relax for a few days at least and be away from work. i just really do not want to be at work right now. i hate it at the moment... extremely hate it!! anyway, i miss my baby already! and i'm still here!! waaaahhh!! =( this is what i hate about leaving... eventho i won't be gone for such a long time like before, i'd still miss him like crazy. i left work early today to finish some errands that i had to do before leaving and he went with me. i didn't want the day to end!! grr.. corny but man, i felt like crying when i said bye. grbe no? i'm only gonna be gone for one weekend but still!!! =P eventho we're apart for most of the time here anyway, it's different when you know that you're miles and miles apart. because, if we were both here, at least we'd know that we can just meet if we wanted to. but, with me being in jakarta.. well that means, long d...

What the fuck?! my grades are out... and their ok.. but there's something wrong with one.. i don't understand why it could be lower.. what could be the basis of his grade?! he hardly talked to me during the whole sem! what the fuck?!?! grrr..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.. i am now a registered voter! it took me an hour and a half to line up and all of about 5 minutes to get everything else done. haaayyy.. but at least now i can vote! =) i was being a brat today. =P my baby is out with some of his friends from high school because a friend came here for his oath-taking thing. anyway, after i finished registering, we agreed that he'd let me know where they be coz i might be able to follow. anyway, i got pissed because.. well, they left and all and he didn't tell me anything and i was waiting. and well.. i hate that. :P i hate waiting... especially if i feel like you could have certainly told me before. all i ask is to be updated that's all. i don't mind if we don't see each other but at least.. let me know what's happening. ANYWAY.. so i got a little irritated at him and he said sorry naman. so now he's off at glorietta or something because they're there to eat. i sent him a text saying that i'm gonna sto...

i had an... uneventful day today. got to rest tho, which was good. saw my friends, which was good too. i completed what i'm to wear on saturday, which is good. and i'm waiting for my baby to call ... and i'm excited. i'm always excited when he's about to call, or when we're about to see each other. you'd think that after 3 years and 9 months, i'd be used to it already but no. i still get goosebumps when i hear tattooed on my mind (like i do right now because it's on the radio), my heart still beats faster when i hear his voice on the phone, or when he holds my hand or when he holds me at the small of my back. my stomach does that falling thing that it does (that ticklish feeling) when he looks at me with eyes that seem to look not just at me but through me. dammit, i'm in love! =) *stars in eyes* and i'm feeling it really strongly right now... sundays really have ability to just make you think doesn't it? because it is the quie...

just need to put down a few numbers, before i completely forget: 3/ 29-30 : 1906 8/ 17-16 : 823 don't need to know what they mean... they're just a really important set of numbers. =)

wow.. 2 blogs in a day... =P i'm really quite tired.. and it does not help at all that the day has been so quiet. my baby and i went to the mall and hardly anyone was around, and it closed early! it felt just like a Sunday. oh well... it is after all, all saints/souls day (i can't remember which goes on what date). is it really possible to miss someone already even though you were together for 24 hours? i guess that's the reason why.. you were together all that time. you can't help but miss him because you've gotten used to just looking at your side and he's there. i miss my baby. ALREADY! i love the fact that we were together for such a long period of time and that no one had to go home - but it's sad when it's the next day and it's time to leave. i feel like i'm being left alone again. =( and i start missing him like crazy. there really is nothing like having him around all the time. it doesn't have to mean that we have t...

Happy Halloween!! or should i say... Humpin' Halloween!! =) ;) I had a really really fun halloween yesterday. I spent most of the afternoon and night with my barkada and my boy. such a great combination - i was all smiles and laughter and had good conversation all throughout. we went around my friend's village to get a bunch of treats (which kris and i did! yeah!) while the guys went sight-seeing! (naman! mga bata! hehe!) later on tho, we went and played a good bunch of tricks... and damn! all i can say is that i am happy to be associated with extremely gutsy people. galing!! I am proud to be your friend guys!! hehehe oh, and i'd just like to take this moment to say that the food was great, especially the pansit!! =) thanx man... it was just a little sad that a friend got a bit bad trip during a part of it.. which sort of made everyone feel a little bad as well because it somehow felt we were right-smack in the middle of it. =P but oh well... ...