my First blog

Guess who just got MAJORLY, OH-SO-OFFICIALLY ENGAGED roughly about two and a half hours ago in Bizu??? half crying and half laughing, while he was down on one knee (Rap did not just propose to me, by the way, he asked my whole family. tee-hee.) still crying. i didn't actually say yes, i nodded, because i was so surprised, speechless and touched by the whole thing. i mean, i knew it was planned that we would say something today, but i didn't know he was going to do what he did. :) my sisters were bouncing off their seats, my parents were teary-eyed (my mother cried, of course. haha!) but it was just a generally happy, happy, HAPPY thing. apparently, they all had a feeling na. haha! grabe, my cheeks still hurt from smiling too much. i can't explain how i'm feeling right now. BEYOND PSG*, for sure. haha! thanks to my sisters, who were pretty quick with their phones - neka with the pictures and inna with the videos. haha! :) 2008 is the year baby! this year's going t...

thanks to all who gave pressies, i loved each and every one of them. thanks thanks! :) spent christmas with sayangku and my family - i loved having him around, having him meet the rest of my family and all. i loved how they looked for him christmas day, when he wasn't there. :) my lolo even gave a speech just for him, to explain what we do christmas eve at his house. ahaha. it took me a while to realise what was happening, because as much as my lolo likes to give speeches, he never bothers before the distribution of gifts. called reg "newest member of the family". so funny. came home at around half past twelve and rinna and roy were already here because they had noche buena with us. it was fun having them around too. :) -==- but really, besides that i was with everyone i loved christmas eve, the reason why this christmas really rocked is because half of a wish has come true. i wish i can share, but i can't yet. but i think i'll be able to soon. :)

haha! didn't know that coming as a patpong whore can garner you star of the night, but i did! shared the honor with my partner, xty who threw pingpong balls toward excomm during the question-and-answer portion. ahaha! yesh, na-top 10 ang mga thailand, so napa-question and answer pa kami. goodness. :D so.. without any effort at all, i still walked away with some money. which is great, because i am absolutely, positively malas with raffles. hehe Merry Christmas all! so not in the mood to be working...i should be getting out of the office soon tho! :)

one of the many pictures taken during the GASSO Xmas party. that party was such a blast, people still aren't over it. and if you have roughly about 800+ pix to look at, then i don't think you can at all! i'm lazy na to be uploading pictures... so if you want to see gists of, including my boy's costume, you should check out julette's blog and multiply, igelicious' multiply and various friendster accounts. i gotta admit, sa sobrang daming pictures, i can't decide which ones to pick strictly for friendster. even if i want to make a collage, i can't pick pictures that i'd like to put in! grabe ang hirap! ahahah! :D -==- i am so on holiday mode!! i can't be bothered to work na! ahahaha :D

on thursday, my gasso red light outfit gets rehashed for the publicis christmas party. no no, not another red light district at the Loft in Rockwell. only because i'm supposed to be representin' thailand. gets nyo na? ahahaha :D does anyone have darts and ping pong balls they'd care to lend me? i'll bring 'em back, and no i'm not going to do shit with them. ewww! ahahaha! :D

santa can you hear me? i have been so good this year and all i want is one thing... won't continue as the next two lines after this aren't that relevant - only because i've found my true love. ew. gah. mush. haha ... all i want, just for me underneath my christmas tree i'll be waiting here... santa that's my only wish this year. :)

to keep myself company as i went off in search of a pastel-coloured dress for a wedding on saturday, i was trying to think of ways to say what i wanted to say most. i found that i couldn't. or that i'd start out the sentence and would, even in my mind, eventually turn the reins over to him. ahahaha. it's not fear - it's that for some reason, no preamble was appropriate enough. i guess, as he said earlier, the best way is the direct approach. haha, we'll see. -==- two ways that one can have random bouts of sadness during an otherwise perfectly wonderful day: 1. mention of object of hate. think again how sometimes it feels as though it's in the way. get slightly sad. but then get over it. 2. envy rears again its ugly head. no matter how much you try to remind yourself that envy is unnecessary, you can't stop it. and so, after months of being able to pack envy away and keep it under lock and key, it is back. feel heart cry a little quietly. slightly sad. and th...

and so it was at the Red Light District temporarily set up over at the World Trade Center as GASSO's hoes, school-girls, call boys, customers and various other characters, of course including the mob boss, celebrated Christmas. Hot, hot, hot. My boy was in a class all his own. Proud of you baby! haha! :D anyway, i'm still thinking about the pictures... haha... let's wait for the rest, and i'll consider posting publicly. :D here's one though: sweet cherry pies go "ugghhh!!" ahahaha. di ko lam how to write out that sound we made. ahahah!

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- i had a sudden flashback of a series of funny memories from Fiamma last year, during FILC's xmas gimik. super funny. but i can't share. haha! - due to lack of time, i woke up early today to get waxed. that's like saying i woke up early today to get tortured. i guess while you get used to the idea of being waxed every month, the pain doesn't really get easier to bear. just bearable. but not easy. does that make sense? - the area just above my knees hurts. i'm worried. i'm supposed to be able to use these effectively for today and friday. although, i'm comforted by the thought that once i hear the music, all that pain will probably fade away. - in connection to that thought, i'm still glad i'm doing it. haha! - after piandre, i headed over to reg's with breakfast from the ever-reliable jollibee - because it was still slightly early and i was hungry. i like spending the first part of my morning there, you'll most likely find reg and rin in dif...

recaps! not much to say so recaps Monday, 4 December finally went back to boxing after the longest time! as mentioned in post below, the love for boxing has been rekindled. :D went straight to 121 after for Pedi's despedida. Pedi flies off to become the boss of stars in Milan - hehe. Pedi will be working for ABS :) so we arrived, wet hair, flushed from exertion and extremely hungry. buti na lang they were all eating na so all we had to get were plates. hehe. :D so the despedida turned into one big-assed photo op session - there were about three cameras in total and everyone was whoring for each and everyone. for evidence of this fact - check out Julette's blog (for the collages), and everyone else's multiplies, including mine. :) had a funny conversation with the uber-glam paolo when everyone else had left and we were left - at the end of it all, i realised he'll have to be fairy godmother cos we can't just simply have him called paolo . ehehehe. went home feeli...

- i have loads of fun looking at furniture, colors and various pieces for a home that does not yet exist. - i also have loads of fun reading and looking up references for an event that is not yet in the works, but will hopefully be soon. (cross all fingers, very very hard). - boxing is becoming such a joy. i really do get a high from boxing - so nevermind if i sweat like a pig 10 minutes into it and through the whole thing, my hands feel battered after, or that my whole midsection hurts like a mother - i don't care. i don't think i've ever had so much fun working out. oh wait, i do sort of get the same high in hiphop. :) - my little jordi notebook that was a gift from julette from xmas last is proving to be very helpful. everyday randomness in one little notebook. i wonder how this will look when it's all used up? - i have always loved furniture from Bo. looking at their website is strangely calming. looking at future cars is also strangely calming. haha - i hardly watc...

i can't wait.

(quoting guia's status message from this time last year) i'm thankful that i don't have much to think about right now, in terms of work. just enough to keep my mind running, and so far (knock on wood, i hope i don't jinx this) with nothing to worry about. i look out the window behind me every few minutes, wishing i could be outside instead of in here. it has gotten colder in the office the past few days - i'd really rather be out in the warm air (weather is weird again today, though). i want to drive over to tiendesitas and check out every store in the hunt for the perfect gift for each of the 23 people left on my list. i want to finish off my christmas list so badly. i want to go to rockwell to see if i can find anything interesting to wear there. wala lang, just for no reason. and i want to just sit and daydream. but today though, the top of my "i want" list is to lie down in a bed, snuggled under the covers and take a nap. i'm still so sleepy... :) ...

i started late again this year, but oh well. haha! :) yesterday, rinna, reg and i hit the karl edwards bazaar over at the nbc tent. today we're going to st. james over at cuenca. i just wrote out my whole list and damn, i have heck of a lot more people to go! i'm slightly feeling panic, but i've just managed to calm myself. it's ok, it's only the 2nd of december. i still got some time. still tho, i hope to finish everything today. :p yeah right. however, i can't wait to get to cuenca. it's always fun. :) parking is hard, but the shopping is fun.