my First blog

ok, so i did say that i'll be going to jakarta on the 30th... well guess where i am now and it's only the 29th?? in jakarta!! i got here yesterday after having decided to come earlier since, according to my dear dad, "nagtatampo na si mom mo sa yo." so there. in the interest of making my mom happy, i am here in jakarta. and i'm living the life!! i always forget how much i like it here. i mean, besides being constantly with my family who i miss all the time, it's quiet and relaxing and it's just lovely. =) so yes, despite the fact that i miss my baby and my friends, i am quite glad to be here. glad to be the big sis, the other daughter, everything. i like our new house too, it's massive and it looks great. i'm also a little envious of my sisters, with their nice rooms, their cool things and the endless amount of good food in the house. hehehe. my baby brought me to the airport early monday morning, which was really sweet of him. it sure did ma...

got my grades... and ohmigosh.. i didn't expect to do as well. HELLO GRADUATE SCHOOL! can you believe it?? i'm so thankful!! even market research was a surprise because after that hellish test, i got a pretty good grade!! and it's something i totally didn't expect. man, i was jumping up and down when i heard. and my friends were also jumping up and down when they heard! haha! i love my friends...! been hanging out with my jakarta barkada lately and it made me realize just how much i've missed all these months. grrr.. i don't understand why we can't hang out more but hey... i love how when we get together, it's just as if we saw each other recently. pretty coolz man! i've really really missed them. so anyway, i am right now really happy and super thankful. God is truly good. oh yeah, i'm going to jakarta on the 30th... i have my masks and everything. my mom's getting all huffy because i don't want to leave earlier. ...

OH MY GOD!!! IT'S OVER!!! COLLEGE IS OVER!!!!!!!!! oh well... senior year is over! i can't believe i am done. that i am actually free. that i'm done with school and i have absolutely have nothing to do but to GO OUT AND HAVE FUN! oh wow. i can't believe it. you should've seen us last monday when we finally walked out of our last, absolute final global class. we juz screamed man. as in!!!! and we went out and watched two movies in a row. cool!!! and then on tuesday, we did something that we never did... tour intramuros!! we did the whole tourist thing man! it was hella cool. and then... last night!! we went to tagaytay and had so much fun. and then we went to helen's house and got wasted!! it was amazing how much i learnt and how after all that, I JUST LOVE MY BLOCKMATES EVEN MORE!!! i juz really have to take time out to say how much i love my block. and how i definitely learnt a lot from them. i think my block let me grow, helped me shape what i am ...

DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!!!!! MY LAPTOP IS BUSTED!!!!!!!!!! waaaahhh!!! it's amazing how you realize how much you depend on technology as soon as its gone. but i still can't believe it broke right now, at this moment when i need it most!! grr... i'm soo hiya na with my groupmates because i felt useless the whole day. i didn't have a computer to work on. and now i'm in ryan's house, using his computer so i can do all the parts i'm supposed to do. what sucks is that i can't help my groupmates with anything else because i'll have nothing to work on as soon as i leave here! and i really should go soon. i've been here for ages!!!! haaay.. this sucks, this sucks, this SUCKS!!!!

okay, so it's like this. my parents cancel my trip to jakarta and i say.. oh. oh well. that's too bad and i'm sad for a while. the flight passes by singapore so my parents decided not to let me go because of SARS. i get over it and decide, oh man! if i don't go, it means that i can finally do those dance lessons that i want to do, get to hang out with my friends, etc etc... and then BAM! my dad and mom text today to say that i should go look for that damn SARS mask because they'll have me go. and i think... NOOO!!!!!!! bad as it may seem, i don't really wanna go anymore. i want to stay here. and besides, that SARS thing scares me. i mean, i don't even want to get exposed to it so i'd rather stay here, in my comfort zone! plus, i don't wanna wear a damn mask for the whole of my travel. and plus, how am i supposed to eat?! do i starve for about 5 hours? man, i'm so pathetic. i wish they'd think this through thoroughly first. i...