my First blog

wlang pasok tomorrow! thank God! :D wla lang.. am bored. i miss my baby. i miss my friends. MAGPAKITA NA KAYO!!

We turned FOUR yesterday!! yep, it was our anniversary yesterday. :) thanks for the cool dinner baby!! i will never forget the "practice"... hehe! man, i was both nervous and excited at the same time!! you really got me there. promise, pag sa totoo na, walang hihimatayin! iyak lang! hehehe! :) grbe, that was fun! :) and i do agree, it has been the best four years of my life. i can't wait for more! :) I love you baby!!! *mwah*

more on the birthday... My birthday last saturday was cool. :) i had lots of fun. it was great to have all my friends in one place. and i was glad to see friends that i hadn't seen since december.... i really missed them! food was great... cake was great.. my baby got me the cake: . isn't it just.... me??? hahahaha!! Thanks so much for coming guys.. truly appreciate y'all being there for my birthday. :) oh.. and sorry hindi ko maubos yung tequila shots.. hehe... :D my baby was around after my party as well.. which was cool. we ended up sleeping at 4:30am because we spent all this time lounging on the couch just talking and bonding. it was cool. i love having him around just because of that. lately tho, it's been getting harder and harder to say bye to him when we've been together for a quite a long time. :P haayy... --===--- it was cool at the office today too. guia, anna and gladys are awesome! haha! :) they managed to get pix of me off...

Hey Hey! It's my birthday! yup, i officially added one more year today. thanks to everyone that texted and called! i'm really touched that y'all remembered me today. :) my birthday started out great - i was with some of my bestest friends in the whole wide world when the clock hit 12 last night. they got me oreo cheesecake with a candle on top and sang me happy birthday. that was cool guys!! thank you!! and then, people started texting... and it kept going for the rest of the day. again, sobrang thank you! my family called me from jakarta as well. that was pretty cool and funny too! i got to talk to all of them. i miss them na tuloy!! haayy... and.. i spent the day with my baby! :) we had lunch and hung around lang. so much fun. thanks for the gift baby! i love it! you know how i said that sometimes birthdays feel like ordinary days? well... today felt special and it really felt like it was my day. so thanks everyone. and thank You God for givin...

TWO DAYS NA LANG BIRTHDAY KO NA! okay fine.. if you wanna get technical bout it, about a day and a half to go! tama ba? but yeah, it's mah bday on friday!! :D as a little kid, i used to get extremely excited over birthdays. i mean, you really felt urself getting older - that another year was added. but the older you get, birthdays start feeling just like any other day. you don't feel anything new, yet you know that you've added another year. and then you start thinking, man... sana it stops there na lang! hahaha! but anyway... i still like birthdays because it's the one day that i can call MINE. ALL MINE!! :) i'm even getting the day off for it. but that's because i have to get stuff renewed and all that. but still, i'm hella glad to be able to get off work just for that day. and i can't wait to see my friends on saturday! goodness... i haven't seen some of them in quite a while and i've missed them much. cya saturday! :)

as if i haven't said this enough yet... but let's make it official I don't want to work there anymore. grrrr... i juz found out something today that really pissed me off. not in the sense that it was something i wanted but it was juz... wla lang, parang.. ang kapal eh!! arg! ewan ko ba! now i really feel like i've been taken advantaged of. sure, i did learn a lot but sometimes i think.. maybe we took on more that we could handle? or maybe more than we were compensated for? man, i dunno.... sure i still look like i care enough, that i'm still enthusiastic but really.. inside, am not. i'm juz really counting the days. but i really really really just cannot wait for this whole thing to end. =P oh yeah, i am better now. wish i still took the day off today tho. :P haaayy.. but i'm glad am not that sick anymore. SANA MARCH NA!! (pero ok lang, malapit na naman na eh. :D)

my fever finally broke today. so i am off my back for once. altho i still get dizzy spells and when i take deep breaths, i still feel some body pain. :P i only really get sick bout once every year, but when i do, grbe naman. haaayyy... it gets boring being sick. you can't get up, you can't walk, you just lie down and watch tv and sleep. that gets tiring. :P but.. i'm glad it broke already. i hope it doesn't come back na. sakit eh. :( so anyway... i feel like babagsak na naman ako uli so i'm gonna go lie down again. i hope i wasn't pushing it today. goodnight. PS. i miss - ryan i miss - my friends (huyyy.... kita na tayo guys!)

I feel sick. I was feeling quite down already the whole day but i was at work and i still had a lot of things to do. By 4pm, i had a splitting headache but i was still waiting for requirements. I left at 7:40pm. 7-fucking-40pm. So now i'm at home... and i feel worse. at least i think this means i can't go to work tomorrow. :P gotta go and do my papers for school now (yup, you read right, i can't rest pa. dang)

I wish that my family could take me with them back to Jakarta on sunday so i don't have to be at work anymore. I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE AT WORK ANYMORE. (and i don't care if i sound like a brat). i wanna rest..............................

i was reading a "press release" in a friend's blog late last night... and regardless whether it is confirmed yet or not... all i gotta say is that... i wish i could be like him when i "grow up" *wistful smile*

LAPIT NA MONDAY, PUTANG INA!!!!!!!! damn damn... that's some cursing right there. i am soo dreading monday... and it's gonna be officially monday in a few hours. shit man.. shit!! i really, really do not want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to that stressed hell-hole. i don't want to have to face a million things to do bout things i don't care much bout. grrrr... light in this dark tunnel: It's ALMOST MARCH. yea.

goodness... i have been home 2 days in a row!! wow! ryan came over yesterday tho so that was cool. but today... damn, today, i really do not have much to do!! BUT... i really am relishing this day. why is that? because it's gonna be monday in two days!! oh no!!! that just means it's back to work na for me. yuck man, yuck!! :P and the sad thing is, i already know how hectic this month's gonna be already. :P haaay... story of my life. plus! there's school to think about again... especially revalida. :P the one thing that's keeping me going is the thought that days really fly by when you're busy and the fact that march is within sight. THANK GOD! :) --==--=--- i was jumping through blogs earlier and i found this from lea's. thought it'd be cool to answer it: 1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? work. Dang. 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? man, I ...