my First blog

okay.. so maybe i wasn't that much better after i wrote the previous entry. i confronted the only person who could make me feel jealous and found... something worse! so i ended up not only jealous but extremely, freaking mad. well, it was more of disappointment than anger really but still.. i thought i was seeing red for a good part of the night. but... he has apologized.. i am trying to forget.. but as i told him, it might take a while. but at least.. things have worked out and i guess we're just both better people after it. besides, that's what mistakes are supposed to do right? make you better... because you learn. and i think he definitely has learnt. i still feel a little weird around him though but situation has gotten better since last sunday night. i never thought i'd feel so strongly about it.. so i'm gonna have to watch my actions now to make sure i don't make the same mistake. honesty's really important. thanks for bearing with me...

gawd... my boss went on her mandatory leave and work has just been super busy for me and guia.. (since she turned over her work to us..) i'm just lucky i get to work with people who respect their own deadlines and really try their best to get their projects moving! i had this problem last thursday about one of my projects because of some people's indecisiveness and disregard for agreements. grrr.. and then... nevermind. it's over and done with and my boss now is gonna take care of it. haaayy... besides anger, the emotion i hate most is jealousy. and i just brought it on to myself, just now by being my curious self. =P hassle.. bad trip... what the hell is the point of that?!?!?!?!?!?! grrr......... whoosa ... whoosa... i shall be better after this.