my First blog

so tomorrow is the publicis company trip to Bangkok. we've only just gotten our tickets so everyone's on go-home mode already. i, on the other hand, need to wait for my adboard clearance first. such is life. :) i do really wanna get out of here though. so am not all that excited about the bangkok trip just yet - altho i'm excited at the prospect of having so many places to shop from (as if i have the money! :p but anyway....) the last time i was there with family, i wasn't so happy... mostly because i didn't like the food there!! and i hardly think things are going to change. sigh. oh well. anyway, it's four days away from home again. :p fast forward, sana sunday na. :p haha! i'm such a pessimist, sige na nga, will look forward to this trip na. :)

i wanna go back on holiday. there's one this weekend tho, but i'm not too excited about it yet. there's so much shit to get through before it. and plus, it's a big company thing and it's gonna be four days long... four freakin' days man. i still haven't gotten over leaving for a week, and now i have to go away for four days??? don't get me wrong, i do appreciate the four days out of the country, but i'm being a brat about it because i don't like being away from sayangku... :p henaku, mush pa din. there are so many things i want to do, want to get done, want to plan and none of them have anything to do about work. unfortunately, it is work that i gotta right now. ah, such is life. fast forward, fast forward!! alright, i now have to fly to adboard. damn that 530pm meeting later. i hope i still make it to kris' shower. haaay... i guess one of the reasons why i'm so grumpy today is because of that late meeting. i swear, late meetings should b...

so i finally got back last Sunday. jakarta rocked, despite the rain. i had a lot of fun, did loads of shopping and rested. ohh and i actually got to watch TV! ahahaha. :) found out a lot of stuff tho. i tell you, this growing up business is INTERESTING. :) am happy. monday found me in my new workplace. strange tho to say that when i walked in, i felt ... ok. i thought i'd be all nervous but i wasn't. somehow, it all felt like i was just being briefed for a new project by someone who happens to be my new boss. things look promising tho... let's see how i feel after a month. :p i'm glad tho, because i think i got picked to be part of the right team (i gotta thank gui for that!). there was a staff meeting today but i didn't attend. hehe. was in a meeting and came back too late for it. am glad tho, because they wanted to introduce me to everyone and i really didn't want to do it. i heard they talked about the bangkok trip tho, but that's ok - am sure the details...

can't write much, since i'm at the business center at the Kristal since our house is being repainted. sigh. was really looking forward to hanging out at home, but guess not. but it's really really great to be back here! so far: - PIM 2 rocks. big time. hehe. - for some reason, i'm seeing a lot more stuff to buy from Zara. hahaha! - food is yum. yum. and yum. - man, the stuff here are so much better back home. promise. hehe other stuff: I MISS YOU SAYANGKU!!!!!! and that's all muna. :)

when i walk out of the office later, it's the official start of a holiday. one week in jakarta man. yeah! :) i'll miss sayangku tho... waaahh... this is also my last day here. :( it'll be kind of weird to get back from jakarta and walking into a totally different place from the one i've been entering every day for the past year and a half. sigh. i'm gonna miss this place tho. but i also can't wait to see how the other one will go. :) but i'm not thinking about that right now. first - going to get through the weekend and then.. jakarta! :)

Today is Inna's 11th birthday. that's right, Inna is 11!! Waaahh... my baby's growing up na! (and waaahh.. i'm old) There's not much to say about my kulit to the max, pilosopa, smart and funny baby sister. Except that she is the light of everyone's life. I love her to bits. Even if she gets to have her birthday sleepovers in hotels and spend it in spas (which is what she did last weekend with her friends. yes, i think it's strange that they let kids in the spa. labo.) but anyway, Happy Birthday Nani!! I love love love you!! mmmwaahhh...

- Urbandub *parked car this night sky makes city lights shine like diamonds our song plays on the radio wo oh oh ooh... We're living it up Make this night ours We own the world I wish this lasts forever Alone with you tonight Further in you feels so right. (*) (we're giving it up in just a little more this heartfelt leap i surrender arms raised tonight. (arms raised) 2x) (wo oh ooh (anywhere with you...) 3x) Drive me away 'cause the night just feels right Take me away with you tonight Anywhere with you. Take me away 'cause the night just feels right Take me away with you tonight Wo oh ooh (anywhere with you...) Parked car This night sky...(*) Our song plays on Parked car, night sky Alone with you tonight -==- my first song for the summer! :D love it. love it.

i've missed steady sundays in alabang! yesterday was no exception. it was steady and fun. it started out with me and kris just walking around town, then with caloy and aj following when we were at Cibo, to sayang arriving and us five going deciding on a whim to go to church together in ayala alabang - riding caloy's car, sort of holding on for dear life (kidding! haha!)and then to dinner with les and yos at banana leaf. sobrang saya. i've missed that. i love all the impromptu get-togethers because it brings us all together better than the planned events. i realized yesterday that it had been ages since we all sat around somewhere in town talking about everything and nothing in particular. once people start going off to places, i'm really gonna miss steady sundays. we take it for granted now because we can all just meet up but once people go... wala na. :p but oh well, such is life. more than ever, we all gotta follow the paths in front of us because life's moving on...

there are just some things that i wish were only done by me and no one else. things that i only got to experience and no one else. as i was starting to accept the fact that i may never get that wish fulfilled because there are always ones who have been there before me, i get proven wrong. thank you, thank you, thank you. i have something now that i can call my own . i accept it's pathetic and bratty... but i was desperately wanting that wish to come true... just to show that i was different from everyone else in some way. thank you. thank you. thank you. i can't say it enough.