my First blog

HAPPY NEW YEAR! it will be officially 2004 in about an hour and ten minutes. =) wow.. this year sure went by pretty fast! i hope next year will be just as interesting. =D Anyway, Boracay was cool. had loads of fun, hanging out with my family during the day and with my fun, fun friends late at night. i met up with knox and cia, and yos as well. so that was cool. altho.... [see entry below]. Anyway, i never thought i'd get a taste of the famed boracay night life with my family around but hey, thanks to knox' texts, i got to go out! =D thanx knoxy! --==--=--- ANYWAY.. moving on... SDL IS ABOUT TO HAVE ITS FIRST WEDDING! yihee!!! Congrats to Cia and Ferdie for deciding to take the plunge and get hitched late next year. wo0oow as in woo00oow tlga! knox and my reactions were classic. and yes ... we're all here to help you Cia! =D grbe... someone's getting married already. dang man.. are we getting that old na? goodness! =) but exciting nonet...

[ROCK] ME [HARD PLACE] see where i am? dammit. why me?? bwisit. i'm on holiday at the coolest place on earth, i shouldn't have to worry bout anything except for potential sunburn. dammit.

wala lang... I LOVE... 1. my family 2. my baby 3. sakote 4. the night breeze 5. laughter 6. SDL 7. japuts 8. conversations 9. sharings 10. music 11. sessions 12. tattooed on my mind 13. january 28 14. drinking in general 15. writing 16. books 17. dancing the night away 18. jakarta 19. midsayap 20. pictures 21. smiles 22. the beach 23. good food 24. mango ice cream 25. raw lumpia wrapper 26. saturday nights 27. hugs 28. kisses 29. babies 30. fast cars 31. movies 32. bags 33. shoes 34. holidays 35. my house 36. clothes 37. travelling 38. hotels 39. love of my life 40. cool water 41. hugo boss 42. buying presents 43. getting presents 44. road trips 45. joy rides 46. blogs 48. watches 49. watching my baby sleep 50. chismisan 51. my baby 52. my yanyan. man, i could go on and on. i'm one thankful chica to have so many things to love. =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS! Had fun hanging out at my lolo and lola's house today. it was the annual christmas gathering where the gifts are piled in one corner, good food on the table and just laughter all around. inna went around calling out names and giving out the gifts. it was funny coz all of us went through that exercise as a kid. it was me the first time.. then nek.. now it's inna's turn. astig! so .. i got some pretty good stuff from my friends. and i got my newest baby... an IPOD! =D yippee!!! =) i can't wait to use it but i need to get me a USB port for it because i don't have firewire! plus an adaptor. i can't even charge it pa! it's just sitting in its box right now, waiting for me.. haayyy! =) i also got some pretty good stuff from my baby!! THANX BABY!! =) i really like it... doesn't matter that i have it in black. a girl cannot have enough shoes and the fact that i have it in a different color just makes it all so much be...

Kristine's bday party/Sakote christmas party i can't describe how this went. it was fun, it was funny, it was sweet, it was full of warm and fuzzy feelings. but it was also drastic and in the end, just plain... uh... ewan. hehe. hindi ko tlga alam. first off - carlo sogono is back from australia... and he came back without telling anyone so that was a big surprise! second - jusuf is home from jakarta for the holidays so that was cool too. third - the bday girl brought great food, had fun dancing but in the end had to go home extremely early because she was whappaked! (happy 21st bday! hehe) fourth - some shit finally hits the fan and boom! in the end, as i said... ewan. ewan tlga. i can't describe how i feel bout everything. gotta say this bout my friends tho - they sure do make life interesting! but sometimes i gotta admit that sana wag naman masyadong interesting. na sana medyo tame na lang.. tawanan lang, kwentuhan lang... na wala masyadon...

It's two days before Christmas!! and it's Kristine's bday today... Happy birthday girl!! =) work is still hectic.. tomorrow i have to spend the day in DTI and hope to God that i get a permit. oh man... i better get that permit!! :P work hit a snag earlier... i dunno how i did it, but i managed to find the people that i should call AFTER WORK HOURS. i guess i'm just lucky... i hope everything works out well tomorrow. :P more bad news... our new car got hit earlier tonight by some drunk driver driving a lancer. to that driver - FUCK YOU! buti na lang you hit a car and not a person!! geezz... kaya guys, wag na magdra-drive ng lasing! magpalipas muna! hehe anyway, the drunk driver's car was extremely wrecked while our car sustained a bunch of scratches and a broken sensor. no dents or anything. thank goodness. and thank goodness my mom, dad and tito weren't hurt or anything. --==--=--- so i was thinking... what would my life be without...

7 days till Christmas!! and the house is about to get chaotic... my mom and my baby sis, inna, will arrive tomorrow! and my dad and my other sis, aneka, will arrive on saturday! no more biglaan gimiks for me.... =P my mom's usual christmas rush for the lil gifts she hasn't bought yet is about to start! too bad i can't go with her na this time because of work. =P i have yet to finish christmas shopping!! damn work gets in the way.. and i never have enough time on weekends!! grrr... i still have to get my mom's gift, my dad's gift and my baby's gift! i can't believe this!! aarrggghh!! and i still have to wrap yan's gifts and the gifts that we're sharing by saturday (because that's when he'll be here!) GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!! so many things to do.. so little time! I WISH WLA NA LANG WORK!!!! i wanna be like Kris and be on holiday. =P ah well.. will go shopping for toys na tomorrow with my baby.. i hope i finish fr...

last night was caloy's bday party! and as usual.. totally did not disappoint. the laughs, the food, the booze (all that japuts and other good stuff!)... it was awesome!! check out pics at www.sakote.com to see how whappaked people were!! hehe =) so... happy bday caloy! i hope you had loads of fun and not much of a hang over! hehehe. =) we had a great time! it was all cool because my baby was with me too! =) he slept over here because we came home too late so i got to have extra time with him. i love him sooo much!! he left bout an hour or so ago and i miss him already!! =( poor baby has work pa later tonight.. tsk tsk! anyway.. the past week has been quite hectic for me. i expect this week to be even more so! i have to be able to go and buy all my gifts before my family arrives on thursday, go to work, do some schoolwork AND go to Christmas parties! man.. i love christmas!! speaking of gifts.. i can't wait for our sakote guys to see what we got them!! hah...

Yesterday was.... a great, great day!!!!!!!! =) first, i had a really easygoing morning - one that i haven't had in a while. i woke up late, spent lunch and the early part of the afternoon watching Drumline. man, i have not sat in front of the tv in a while!! and then... at around 3, my baby arrives!! *smile, smile* i cannot put into words how much i've missed ryan and how much i've missed him visiting me here at home. he hasn't done that in a while so i was a pretty happy chica yesterday. i finally got the day that i was asking for! =) twas sad that when he had to go home. i really hate that part - when he has to say bye because he needs to head home. more than anything, i wish he didn't have to go home at all and just stay with me. (selfish ba? hehe!) haaay... but hey, it's cool... years from now, i'm gonna get that wish. =) --==--=--- there are two more weeks until Christmas... and i haven't done my christmas shopping...

barkada had the usual weekend get-together today. but surprise, surprise... it's 2:20am and i am at home writing an entry to my blog! =) no no.. it's not that i didn't go.. we juz ended early for once. it was a slow and quiet night tonight... guess it had the makings of an early evening. there are just some days when it's like that. so i was actually home at around 1:45... which is really early! haha! and.. that was good too.. because my baby actually asked me to be home by 1:30 today. of course, freakish streak in my rebellious nature - i got pissed right off that i was asked to. first reaction was, "what the hell for?!" but i talked to him... and it was really just sort of a request from him, just for today. he said it was all up to me, but that i was just to try. so i said i would. and that if i wasn't home by 1:30, i'd at least be home a lot earlier than usual. so it's all good that we left early today. and besides, i really was go...

there are just... a lot of things i wanna say to someone i hope we get the chance to talk soon not just talk... but really talk. talk like we used to before and hardly now. you know.. bond? i hope soon.........

MAN! i was such a baby last night! :p i was crying my eyes out because i felt bad bout being left behind by family again here (specifically, my dad). :p see, it's really strange.. because i never used to mind that much before. but work is such a drag that i crave jakarta. :p geez... but anyway, it's ok.. i got to talk to my baby naman while sobbing my head off. and i'm okay now. i still feel like screaming, "TAKE ME WITH YOU!!" tho. :p --==--=--- ayt, that aside... i had this interview thing earlier. it went ok. not like i'm already looking for a job now.. am juz keeping options open. :) i told em i'll be free or at least, willing to be working starting august pa next year. ah well.. hope i'll still be endorsed to some companies. not that i'm dependent on them, but i'll surely need the help. options man. options. :) gotta have ur options! thanx loads pla to the friend who referred... it's a great help dude. salamat tlg...