i heard from a really good friend today. it was such a surprise because i hadn't heard from him for such a long time. i realized how much i missed him when we spoke. sayang nga lang that we couldn't really talk properly because everyone else wanted to talk to him. anyway, it's all good, coz we all missed him much anyway.

man, i hope we can all get together soon! there are so many things to catch up on.

-==-

anyway, the main point of his phone call was to sort of let out steam a bit and touch base because he and his long-time girlfriend have just broken up. man, when i heard, my heart broke for him too. i didn't know what to say.

and then i thought, how scary.

scary how you never really know how things are gonna turn out.

:P

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i'm a little tired right now. not just physically but i guess emotionally as well, because i don't know how to handle a certain situation. i'm finding it hard to find a compromise between myself and my other role. and it used to be so much easier to achieve that compromise. basically, i sometimes feel like i haven't been getting any help in achieving it. and i so want that compromise because i look back and see that it has worked so well before.

i guess, it's time for another heart-to-heart talk.

been having a lot of that lately. i guess things are changing a bit, and we need to guide each other to go through each change. i'm naninibago with some stuff. i'm not quite sure if it's my stubborness that's kicking in or if i really have a valid point. all i know is that i wanna talk it out.. so the sides are clearly defined.

let's talk soon?

love you.

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