sumpong
the past week i've been feeling out-of-sorts. citibank-like, actually. i feel like hurling each time i see the office. it doesn't help that i think the support group is useless. :p they tell me things at the last minute. damn them all. :p
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i don't feel quite particularly chirpy at the moment. my cheerfulness comes in spurts. sayang is lucky to be around when they happen. he's also unlucky enough to be around when sumpong strikes. i'm not happy with what i'm doing. then again, i'm never happy when things don't go my way. in this job, that happens often. :p
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the weather outside matches my mood exactly. sort of cloudy, but with a little bit of light. even if i'm sinusumpong, i can't be completely moody. that's tiring. and boring. besides, there's always something to be happy about. like having time to blog nonsense.
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the weekend was quiet. quieter than most. a little too quiet in fact. :p don't get me wrong, i do like hanging out at home too. and i concede, i really was tired from last week so a weekend at home was great. but yes, it did sort of get boring. but then again, i couldn't have been assed to go out anyway. and i loved where i was, just hanging out with sayang. nothing else is more fun for me. haaay. sumpong again. i don't even know what i want. :p sana something happens this weekend, kahit sandali lang. :p parang puro bahay na lang kasi. ano beh, it's not as if there's anywhere else to go naman. ang tamad ko na nga eh. katawa, i can't reconcile my laziness with boredom. sumpong nga.
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january is ending already. how quickly time flies. the next thing you know, we can officially work on the wedding already. i really can't wait. i'm excited! :p
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last night i had this dream, that i threw this one big-assed tantrum because my mom and our maids cleared out my closet and they took out the wrong clothes. it was one full-on tantrum, bawling like a child. julia once mentioned that she wanted, just once, to cry like a child again. the kaye in the dream did. it felt good. :p
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oh gawd, please give me my happy ray of sunshine already. i'm tired of being sumpungin
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i don't feel quite particularly chirpy at the moment. my cheerfulness comes in spurts. sayang is lucky to be around when they happen. he's also unlucky enough to be around when sumpong strikes. i'm not happy with what i'm doing. then again, i'm never happy when things don't go my way. in this job, that happens often. :p
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the weather outside matches my mood exactly. sort of cloudy, but with a little bit of light. even if i'm sinusumpong, i can't be completely moody. that's tiring. and boring. besides, there's always something to be happy about. like having time to blog nonsense.
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the weekend was quiet. quieter than most. a little too quiet in fact. :p don't get me wrong, i do like hanging out at home too. and i concede, i really was tired from last week so a weekend at home was great. but yes, it did sort of get boring. but then again, i couldn't have been assed to go out anyway. and i loved where i was, just hanging out with sayang. nothing else is more fun for me. haaay. sumpong again. i don't even know what i want. :p sana something happens this weekend, kahit sandali lang. :p parang puro bahay na lang kasi. ano beh, it's not as if there's anywhere else to go naman. ang tamad ko na nga eh. katawa, i can't reconcile my laziness with boredom. sumpong nga.
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january is ending already. how quickly time flies. the next thing you know, we can officially work on the wedding already. i really can't wait. i'm excited! :p
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last night i had this dream, that i threw this one big-assed tantrum because my mom and our maids cleared out my closet and they took out the wrong clothes. it was one full-on tantrum, bawling like a child. julia once mentioned that she wanted, just once, to cry like a child again. the kaye in the dream did. it felt good. :p
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oh gawd, please give me my happy ray of sunshine already. i'm tired of being sumpungin
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