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When apathy is the story of your life We're in a state of emergency. Exactly what that means for us normal people, i'm not quite sure. I guess it means... be good and be careful with what you say? :p But i know that there must be something really wrong with me when all i can feel about this is... naught. It's a struggle to focus on the news. Somehow, being blissfully ignorant is preferable. At least, you don't have to spend time worrying. Yet i know i can't escape it, i should at least be up to date. I do hope though, that something good does come out of whatever is happening now. Because damn... all I see right now is just a bunch of politicing and power play. I have yet to see how this will be advantageous to the rest of the people. I'm all for fighting in what you believe in - i just hope that they're really confident that what they believe in is good for everyone else. Until this is done, life goes on like normal for the rest of us who can't be bothe...

such as this remind me a lot of my childhood afternoons. afternoons were sacred to me - it meant laughter, friendship and carefree days under the sun. i remember being all antsy, waiting for the clock to hit 330 so i could go out. so whenever it is hot and windy such as today, and i'm standing out in the balcony - i feel peace. it's such a nice, familiar feeling. so standing outside earlier, letting the wind blow through my hair, while talking to you was a great pleasure. lovely afternoons made more lovely simply because you were there. -==- have i told you lately how much i appreciate our conversations? and i'm surprised that you think you're being spoken to through me. if that is the case, i really don't mind. all i know is, i'm just telling you things as i see it and as i know it. :) isn't it amazing when sometimes, without you really thinking about it nor consciously praying for it, things fall into place? it makes you think that maybe you're really ...

and maybe because writing it down may make them real: (in no particular order) A. Things I want to do: (now, in the near future, whenever) 1. Go to the beach 2. Buy a new bikini 3. "Check out options" 4. Set up the mazda's sound system - i'm envious of Alexis' Xplod... 5. Buy my own place 6. Travel to: France, UK, Rome, Switzerland, Brazil, Greece, the Caribbean, Spain and to a whole load of other places 7. Buy myself a diamond jewelry set - earrings, necklace, ring 8. Buy another Technomarine watch 9. Buy another Coach bag 10. Buy another D&B Bag 11. Buy new pairs of shoes (yesh, in plural form) 12. Buy Havaianas Filipinas 13. Go home to Jakarta - by myself, with friends, doesn't matter 14. Be more firm with boxing schedules 15. Hang out with sayangku - but i can do this anytime. i just always want to. :) 16. See my friends 17. Plan with my girls the next great big FILC adventure 18. Try being an expat in a relatively nice place 19. SAVE MONEY! 20. Get m...

i got all gigil just looking at these pictures. i'm thankful for the big age gaps between me, aneka and inna. it meant that i got to spend time with these cute little things and actually remember them. now that they're both all grown, i miss these babies! ahaha! ANEKA - curly sue daw because she was... curly! ahaha! well, she's still curly. her hair's just all rebonded now. haha! INNA - apple cheeks naman. check the pictures out, need i say more?? ahaha! oh goodness. those were fun, fun days. my favorite memory of aneka as a baby - i'd put my head on her lap and she'd get all gigil with me. i'd end up full of baby-laway from her trying to bite off my nose but it was so much fun. ahaha! my favorite memory of aneka as a toddler - mommy was getting mad at me while we were studying and she felt so bad for me that she cried din. she made me laugh na lang tuloy. ahaha! :) my favorite memory of inna as a baby - she'd always be awake whenever i said bye to ...

it's things like bash.org that keeps me happy in my seat. it may be corny, but damn this made me laugh: Nori123: You don't know jack shit VioletSky: That's not true, I know him well Nori123: Haha VioletSky: I'm serious VioletSky: Jack is the son of Awe Schitt and O. Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, the deeply religious couple produced 6 children VioletSky: Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Giva Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins: Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school drop out. VioletSky: However, after being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later remarried Ted Sherlock and, because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. VioletSky: She was then known as Noe Schitt-Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt and ...

impromptu gimiks are fun. last night, as we were walking to the parking lot to our respective cars, we heard music. well, i heard music, he heard karl roy's distinctive voice. karl roy doing a mellow set at segafredo on a thursday evening? what are the chances of you actually catching one of those? so we hastily changed directions, grabbed a table and sat there and listened. :) kick-ass, man. -==- i firmly believe that we are always guided into the directions we take. sometimes though, i get this feeling that we also have a hand in steering ourselves into where we are going. but then, in the same breath, i also believe that we're still guided whenever we exert our decision-making faculties at any given time. all i mean by this is, i know i'm being guided down this road. i know i made a decision to go down this road, but i also know i was led down here too. labo, i know. :p i may have to make a decision again sometime soon... and i'm gonna need all the help that i can ge...

Click here for my Johari Window -==- sometimes, all it takes with me is the right question. so good job, dude. ahahaha! -==- my blog entries have become increasingly vague haven't they? i'm sure that when the time comes and i'm reading back, i'd be looking at all these now thinking, what the hell was that?! :p aahaha. oh well.