my First blog

i was thinking... friends are important, right? eventhough you haven't known each other for years on end but have gone through quite a lot together and really just mesh together well, you're still good friends... ones that love each other's company and always try to look for ways to get together. boyfriends and girlfriends are extremely important too.... and your friends and your S.O. will always have the chance to get to know each other and hang out together. in the best case scenario, your barkada and your S.O. will get along great. i know that i have that in my case so i'm thankful. =) thanks guys! and thanks for liking my friends baby! but i'm just wondering... is it right for an S.O. to stop his/her partner from seeing some of his/her friends just because they're jealous? (not them in particular, but just any person?) because when that happens, the group is forced to pick and the rest are left behind fuming because, well... what did they do?! they...

i had the coolest saturday last saturday. for a lot of different reasons: 1. i was with my two bestest friends for the first time in MONTHS. 2. my baby followed soon after because he didn't go to work 3. i was with my awesome blockmates/friends and had fun laffing our asses off 4. it only cost P350 for the shot-all-you-can tequila night at tapas tapas.. now i know that i can last until 9.. let's see me try more. hehe 5. it was fun to let loose and let my bestfriend and boyfriend take care of me and help me with my balance. hehehe.. (uy! but i still knew what i was doing ha! hehe. good kind of buzz going there) 6. we came home at 730am so that we didn't have to leave our dear bestfriend while she was in need.. altho i fell asleep for the better part of it. hehe 7. there was great background music because 2 by 2 rocks! too bad last gig na last night.. it's really awesome to have yourself surrounded by most of the people you love (most.. because my family i...

things are so much better now (w/ me and my baby)... and if you think we can't get any closer or bonded than ever... well, we are! we've been bonding a lot lately, just talking and hanging out and being together and it's fun. i like it when things are like that because you realize that.. you love him more than ever!! i never thought it possible, but that is actually true. =) luv you baby! i miss you...

okay.. so maybe i wasn't that much better after i wrote the previous entry. i confronted the only person who could make me feel jealous and found... something worse! so i ended up not only jealous but extremely, freaking mad. well, it was more of disappointment than anger really but still.. i thought i was seeing red for a good part of the night. but... he has apologized.. i am trying to forget.. but as i told him, it might take a while. but at least.. things have worked out and i guess we're just both better people after it. besides, that's what mistakes are supposed to do right? make you better... because you learn. and i think he definitely has learnt. i still feel a little weird around him though but situation has gotten better since last sunday night. i never thought i'd feel so strongly about it.. so i'm gonna have to watch my actions now to make sure i don't make the same mistake. honesty's really important. thanks for bearing with me...

gawd... my boss went on her mandatory leave and work has just been super busy for me and guia.. (since she turned over her work to us..) i'm just lucky i get to work with people who respect their own deadlines and really try their best to get their projects moving! i had this problem last thursday about one of my projects because of some people's indecisiveness and disregard for agreements. grrr.. and then... nevermind. it's over and done with and my boss now is gonna take care of it. haaayy... besides anger, the emotion i hate most is jealousy. and i just brought it on to myself, just now by being my curious self. =P hassle.. bad trip... what the hell is the point of that?!?!?!?!?!?! grrr......... whoosa ... whoosa... i shall be better after this.

we are 3 years and 7 months old today.... =) happy monthsary! anyway... work is okay. i've been given a project that i will actually be handling from the absolute start. i helped revise the scb... which means i'm gonna be involved every step of the way. it has definitely made work a lot more interesting because now i can feel like i "own" it. =) life has just been ok... but i've been feeling tired lately. i haven't gone to the gym for the precise reason that i have not been able to get up in the mornings. =P i really gotta go back.. i think that's another reason why i'm feeling a little weak, no exercise kasi! =P but... we did play badminton for 2 days straight last week... it was great!! i really really wanna play again. i wanna get better at it! and i will!!! oh oh oh.... I PASSED MY ACCOUNTING TEST!!! and i didn't just pass it, i aced it!! haha!! yay!!!!! i hope i ace the last two exams too! =) haaayy... life's o...

To my "one-time, big-time" love, I love you more than I could ever explain, more than anyone could ever expect and more than life itself. You are and will always be my other half. Luv, your baby. =) i'm one lucky girl... =)