okay.. so maybe i wasn't that much better after i wrote the previous entry.
i confronted the only person who could make me feel jealous and found... something worse! so i ended up not only jealous but extremely, freaking mad.
well, it was more of disappointment than anger really but still.. i thought i was seeing red for a good part of the night.
but... he has apologized.. i am trying to forget.. but as i told him, it might take a while.
but at least.. things have worked out and i guess we're just both better people after it. besides, that's what mistakes are supposed to do right? make you better... because you learn. and i think he definitely has learnt. i still feel a little weird around him though but situation has gotten better since last sunday night. i never thought i'd feel so strongly about it.. so i'm gonna have to watch my actions now to make sure i don't make the same mistake. honesty's really important.
thanks for bearing with me and understanding me baby. =) luv you!
work on the other hand, has sort of well, gotten a little better. most of my projects are finishing up so i can feel the load getting lighter. the problem project i mentioned below has not finished making an ass out of itself and is still giving me problems. the sad thing about it is, i'm starting to make stupid mistakes because i'm just so flustered and frustrated by it. but.. it is getting better and i'm learning. also did a somewhat major boo-boo the other day but it has been fixed. hell.. i'm not a regular and while i am there for training, certain responsibilities are better left to people that are supposed to have them. while i did have supervision, it apparently wasn't enough. you can bet that that is the last time a problem like that will happen to one of my projects. it has been resolved, thank goodness but i am not pleased with the fact that it had to happen at all! =P however, it's looking okay naman so i guess am juz gonna have to be satisfied with that.
and yet again, i learnt something new: process is important and that it sucks when you finally make a mistake. =P grr.. oh well.. i'm over it. =)
oh... and to top a major hectic two weeks for me, my boss gave me a "i'm very happy with your performance" talk earlier. definitely did wonders for my confidence. i was completely convinced i was in the shit because of the stupid mistakes. but she acknowledged that things happen and those are just part of the learning process and that it was good that they were addressed right away and that despite of all that, she is "very happy with my performance so far."
THANK GOODNESS!!
it's the weekend! yay!! another busy weekend for me i think.. but it's the kind of busy i like because i get to hang out with friends! =)
my family is currently in spore and i'm dying of inggit! they've been having fun lately.. without me! oh well.. hope na lang they get me good stuff. =)
it's time for me to go to bed.. i'm skipping tomorrow's morning class and i'm MIGHTY GLAD for it!! wohoo!! =)
i'm out!
i confronted the only person who could make me feel jealous and found... something worse! so i ended up not only jealous but extremely, freaking mad.
well, it was more of disappointment than anger really but still.. i thought i was seeing red for a good part of the night.
but... he has apologized.. i am trying to forget.. but as i told him, it might take a while.
but at least.. things have worked out and i guess we're just both better people after it. besides, that's what mistakes are supposed to do right? make you better... because you learn. and i think he definitely has learnt. i still feel a little weird around him though but situation has gotten better since last sunday night. i never thought i'd feel so strongly about it.. so i'm gonna have to watch my actions now to make sure i don't make the same mistake. honesty's really important.
thanks for bearing with me and understanding me baby. =) luv you!
work on the other hand, has sort of well, gotten a little better. most of my projects are finishing up so i can feel the load getting lighter. the problem project i mentioned below has not finished making an ass out of itself and is still giving me problems. the sad thing about it is, i'm starting to make stupid mistakes because i'm just so flustered and frustrated by it. but.. it is getting better and i'm learning. also did a somewhat major boo-boo the other day but it has been fixed. hell.. i'm not a regular and while i am there for training, certain responsibilities are better left to people that are supposed to have them. while i did have supervision, it apparently wasn't enough. you can bet that that is the last time a problem like that will happen to one of my projects. it has been resolved, thank goodness but i am not pleased with the fact that it had to happen at all! =P however, it's looking okay naman so i guess am juz gonna have to be satisfied with that.
and yet again, i learnt something new: process is important and that it sucks when you finally make a mistake. =P grr.. oh well.. i'm over it. =)
oh... and to top a major hectic two weeks for me, my boss gave me a "i'm very happy with your performance" talk earlier. definitely did wonders for my confidence. i was completely convinced i was in the shit because of the stupid mistakes. but she acknowledged that things happen and those are just part of the learning process and that it was good that they were addressed right away and that despite of all that, she is "very happy with my performance so far."
THANK GOODNESS!!
it's the weekend! yay!! another busy weekend for me i think.. but it's the kind of busy i like because i get to hang out with friends! =)
my family is currently in spore and i'm dying of inggit! they've been having fun lately.. without me! oh well.. hope na lang they get me good stuff. =)
it's time for me to go to bed.. i'm skipping tomorrow's morning class and i'm MIGHTY GLAD for it!! wohoo!! =)
i'm out!
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