hormones suck! mood swings are worse!
i got a little mad today. :P actually, lately, i've been short-tempered, impatient and just a bit suplada. hormones ata. but today i got a little mad. i dunno if i had reason to or if was irrational but i was juz a lil pissed. haaay.. i hate not knowing how i actually feel.
earlier today, he stopped talking to me after i disagreed with him on something. granted, i may not have said it nicely.. sometimes, i just like to be right in the same way that he likes to be right and it comes out in the way i say things. sometimes i feel bad because he doesn't believe me right away when i say something and a stupid little argument ensues. i guess i do the same to him but yeah.. :P so we walked around earlier in virtual silence for most of the time. but he did start talking to me again, which was cool. but by that time, i was already smarting from the fact i was given the silent treatment... again. sorry if i did something wrong or said something wrong. i wish you'd just tell me right away so we can talk bout it.
what did happen earlier today anyway?
and then, out of nowhere, and i think because he was exasperated by the fact that i still couldn't find a dress i liked, he said he was going home. and all that time i thought he was gonna wait with me until i had to go and meet my friends. i did tell him earlier that they were on their way. i didn't expect to have to wait long. true enough, 5 minutes after he left, i left already. it hurt, to be left behind... he said he was tired na and wanted to go home, but what's a few minutes to wait with your girlfriend?
i understand that he was tired. i was tired na too. but if it was him who had to wait and me with the luxury to go home, i would have waited with him. and well, maybe i would have appreciated being told earlier and being given some warning. so i don't feel like i've been totally left behind.
there are just some days when i get hurt when things like that happen. somehow it comes across like he doesn't care, like it's all about him, always about him. which sucks, because i know he does care and that it's not always bout him.
i just got hurt earlier... it sucks to be left behind just like that, with such short notice. i get hurt naman with the smallest things lately eh. or get frustrated by little things.. get impatient.
today tho... i'm sad today :(
sorry baby, i'll be better soon. :P
bah. i hate mood-swinging. i hate having to take it out on my baby when he hasn't really done anything wrong. and i can't even stop myself.
fuck moodswings man! :P
i got a little mad today. :P actually, lately, i've been short-tempered, impatient and just a bit suplada. hormones ata. but today i got a little mad. i dunno if i had reason to or if was irrational but i was juz a lil pissed. haaay.. i hate not knowing how i actually feel.
earlier today, he stopped talking to me after i disagreed with him on something. granted, i may not have said it nicely.. sometimes, i just like to be right in the same way that he likes to be right and it comes out in the way i say things. sometimes i feel bad because he doesn't believe me right away when i say something and a stupid little argument ensues. i guess i do the same to him but yeah.. :P so we walked around earlier in virtual silence for most of the time. but he did start talking to me again, which was cool. but by that time, i was already smarting from the fact i was given the silent treatment... again. sorry if i did something wrong or said something wrong. i wish you'd just tell me right away so we can talk bout it.
what did happen earlier today anyway?
and then, out of nowhere, and i think because he was exasperated by the fact that i still couldn't find a dress i liked, he said he was going home. and all that time i thought he was gonna wait with me until i had to go and meet my friends. i did tell him earlier that they were on their way. i didn't expect to have to wait long. true enough, 5 minutes after he left, i left already. it hurt, to be left behind... he said he was tired na and wanted to go home, but what's a few minutes to wait with your girlfriend?
i understand that he was tired. i was tired na too. but if it was him who had to wait and me with the luxury to go home, i would have waited with him. and well, maybe i would have appreciated being told earlier and being given some warning. so i don't feel like i've been totally left behind.
there are just some days when i get hurt when things like that happen. somehow it comes across like he doesn't care, like it's all about him, always about him. which sucks, because i know he does care and that it's not always bout him.
i just got hurt earlier... it sucks to be left behind just like that, with such short notice. i get hurt naman with the smallest things lately eh. or get frustrated by little things.. get impatient.
today tho... i'm sad today :(
sorry baby, i'll be better soon. :P
bah. i hate mood-swinging. i hate having to take it out on my baby when he hasn't really done anything wrong. and i can't even stop myself.
fuck moodswings man! :P
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