anticipating... what??

i have these days when my heart starts beating like it's nervous or excited or both.

it's almost as if it's steeling itself for something.

it's annoying because i have no idea why it's doing that and most of all, the feeling isn't all that great. my head feels heavy, my hands feel clammy and my heart is just beating away. :p deep breaths help but only for a while, and then it starts again.

ohmigoodness. what the hell???? :p i hope it ends soon, i'm tired already.

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