so tomorrow is the day when we find out what our offers are. finally. it took a while! but some people in the bank were getting pretty anxious bout the time it was taking and have taken it upon themselves to do the following up. hehe.. guess they really don't want glads to go! :D nice.

anyway, i found out something earlier about work that made taking the job a little easier to take. it better be true! but since it came from the horse's mouth (ok, figure of speech lang!! hehe) straight, i guess i'd better believe it.

i wonder what it'll be?? it better make all the hard work worth it.

hehe.

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getting a job, graduating and everything has gotten me thinking about things - like starting to plan as early as now for the future. i'm starting to learn how to think years ahead, about where i ideally wanna be, what i wanna do. and i realized that there are so many things that i wanna try, especially when it comes to work. sure i don't have specific goals or plans in mind but i have sketches of something. and i know that i sometimes hold myself back because i'm scared to let go of all that is already familiar. which is freakishly against my nature as i am one to adapt to changes and accepts changes pretty quickly.

and it doesn't help if you have friends who think in the same way that you do, who make plans that can apply to you... that you can easily do if you really made the effort. it makes me think, damn man... i wanna do that too. i gotta try that too.

but then again, something's holding me back - holding me fast where i am right now. and i don't even have the strength to let go.

what do i do man??

hmm.. in typical kaye fashion - i think i can have both.

let me work on it.

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