Kristine's bday party/Sakote christmas party
i can't describe how this went. it was fun, it was funny, it was sweet, it was full of warm and fuzzy feelings. but it was also drastic and in the end, just plain... uh... ewan.
hehe.
hindi ko tlga alam.
first off - carlo sogono is back from australia... and he came back without telling anyone so that was a big surprise!
second - jusuf is home from jakarta for the holidays so that was cool too.
third - the bday girl brought great food, had fun dancing but in the end had to go home extremely early because she was whappaked! (happy 21st bday! hehe)
fourth - some shit finally hits the fan and boom!
in the end, as i said... ewan. ewan tlga. i can't describe how i feel bout everything.
gotta say this bout my friends tho - they sure do make life interesting!
but sometimes i gotta admit that sana wag naman masyadong interesting. na sana medyo tame na lang.. tawanan lang, kwentuhan lang... na wala masyadong issues.
pero i wish!i mean, who doesn't have issues? everyone has them. and in this barkada where everyone can find out anything about anyone at any time... well.. it's bound to happen that they'll be some butting heads, no matter how discreet.
it's a fact. =P
but.. i had fun really. i really did. it's just that sometimes i get tired. but, although i do get tired, i'll never give it up. i'll always have that patience. call it blind loyalty but i will always have that patience. in the same way that i got my sisters' backs, my parents' backs... i'll never let it go. if i can help i will. bahala na mapagod ako.
that's just me - anything for my friends.
buti na lang i have my buffers too. =D
but you know what really really sucks?? it sucks to know both sides of the story and emphatize with both sides but for some goddamn reason you just cannot, CANNOT make them see each other's side!
and that's when i finally realized today that i can only go so far and that in the end, you can just stand back and watch and hope they can do it all by themselves.
note tho: that doesn't mean i don't care... i still got your back.. but there are some things that i can't be in the middle of anymore. kasi baka lalo pa gumulo.
but you can count on me to be there anytime, if you need me.
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there are certain things bout today that i feel bad about - some i can fix, some that i can't. but the one that i feel the worst about is something that i cannot fix at all. it's for other people's call. it's just that i can really emphatize, because i sort of know the experience first-hand. and i know how much it can hurt, how much it can piss someone off.
all in good fun true, but sometimes it gets too far. =P
i feel bad.
it's christmas pa naman. i wanted to do something about it. pagalitan mga tao pero i have no right. as with everything, you have a choice to act a certain way. maybe i'll back you up, maybe i won't. but there are some things you have to own up and apologize for on your own.
man oh man. i still feel bad. =P sana they make bawi somehow.
--==--=---
haaay... man, my blog's a little sabog ah. am just trying to get everything down because there's no one around to talk to, to let it all out first.
thanks for the night guys! sure did not disappoint! =D
here's to more whappaked nights! (and hopefully, less drama! hehehe). =D
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
i can't describe how this went. it was fun, it was funny, it was sweet, it was full of warm and fuzzy feelings. but it was also drastic and in the end, just plain... uh... ewan.
hehe.
hindi ko tlga alam.
first off - carlo sogono is back from australia... and he came back without telling anyone so that was a big surprise!
second - jusuf is home from jakarta for the holidays so that was cool too.
third - the bday girl brought great food, had fun dancing but in the end had to go home extremely early because she was whappaked! (happy 21st bday! hehe)
fourth - some shit finally hits the fan and boom!
in the end, as i said... ewan. ewan tlga. i can't describe how i feel bout everything.
gotta say this bout my friends tho - they sure do make life interesting!
but sometimes i gotta admit that sana wag naman masyadong interesting. na sana medyo tame na lang.. tawanan lang, kwentuhan lang... na wala masyadong issues.
pero i wish!i mean, who doesn't have issues? everyone has them. and in this barkada where everyone can find out anything about anyone at any time... well.. it's bound to happen that they'll be some butting heads, no matter how discreet.
it's a fact. =P
but.. i had fun really. i really did. it's just that sometimes i get tired. but, although i do get tired, i'll never give it up. i'll always have that patience. call it blind loyalty but i will always have that patience. in the same way that i got my sisters' backs, my parents' backs... i'll never let it go. if i can help i will. bahala na mapagod ako.
that's just me - anything for my friends.
buti na lang i have my buffers too. =D
but you know what really really sucks?? it sucks to know both sides of the story and emphatize with both sides but for some goddamn reason you just cannot, CANNOT make them see each other's side!
and that's when i finally realized today that i can only go so far and that in the end, you can just stand back and watch and hope they can do it all by themselves.
note tho: that doesn't mean i don't care... i still got your back.. but there are some things that i can't be in the middle of anymore. kasi baka lalo pa gumulo.
but you can count on me to be there anytime, if you need me.
--==--=---
there are certain things bout today that i feel bad about - some i can fix, some that i can't. but the one that i feel the worst about is something that i cannot fix at all. it's for other people's call. it's just that i can really emphatize, because i sort of know the experience first-hand. and i know how much it can hurt, how much it can piss someone off.
all in good fun true, but sometimes it gets too far. =P
i feel bad.
it's christmas pa naman. i wanted to do something about it. pagalitan mga tao pero i have no right. as with everything, you have a choice to act a certain way. maybe i'll back you up, maybe i won't. but there are some things you have to own up and apologize for on your own.
man oh man. i still feel bad. =P sana they make bawi somehow.
--==--=---
haaay... man, my blog's a little sabog ah. am just trying to get everything down because there's no one around to talk to, to let it all out first.
thanks for the night guys! sure did not disappoint! =D
here's to more whappaked nights! (and hopefully, less drama! hehehe). =D
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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