my First blog

Guess who just got MAJORLY, OH-SO-OFFICIALLY ENGAGED roughly about two and a half hours ago in Bizu??? half crying and half laughing, while he was down on one knee (Rap did not just propose to me, by the way, he asked my whole family. tee-hee.) still crying. i didn't actually say yes, i nodded, because i was so surprised, speechless and touched by the whole thing. i mean, i knew it was planned that we would say something today, but i didn't know he was going to do what he did. :) my sisters were bouncing off their seats, my parents were teary-eyed (my mother cried, of course. haha!) but it was just a generally happy, happy, HAPPY thing. apparently, they all had a feeling na. haha! grabe, my cheeks still hurt from smiling too much. i can't explain how i'm feeling right now. BEYOND PSG*, for sure. haha! thanks to my sisters, who were pretty quick with their phones - neka with the pictures and inna with the videos. haha! :) 2008 is the year baby! this year's going t...

thanks to all who gave pressies, i loved each and every one of them. thanks thanks! :) spent christmas with sayangku and my family - i loved having him around, having him meet the rest of my family and all. i loved how they looked for him christmas day, when he wasn't there. :) my lolo even gave a speech just for him, to explain what we do christmas eve at his house. ahaha. it took me a while to realise what was happening, because as much as my lolo likes to give speeches, he never bothers before the distribution of gifts. called reg "newest member of the family". so funny. came home at around half past twelve and rinna and roy were already here because they had noche buena with us. it was fun having them around too. :) -==- but really, besides that i was with everyone i loved christmas eve, the reason why this christmas really rocked is because half of a wish has come true. i wish i can share, but i can't yet. but i think i'll be able to soon. :)

haha! didn't know that coming as a patpong whore can garner you star of the night, but i did! shared the honor with my partner, xty who threw pingpong balls toward excomm during the question-and-answer portion. ahaha! yesh, na-top 10 ang mga thailand, so napa-question and answer pa kami. goodness. :D so.. without any effort at all, i still walked away with some money. which is great, because i am absolutely, positively malas with raffles. hehe Merry Christmas all! so not in the mood to be working...i should be getting out of the office soon tho! :)

one of the many pictures taken during the GASSO Xmas party. that party was such a blast, people still aren't over it. and if you have roughly about 800+ pix to look at, then i don't think you can at all! i'm lazy na to be uploading pictures... so if you want to see gists of, including my boy's costume, you should check out julette's blog and multiply, igelicious' multiply and various friendster accounts. i gotta admit, sa sobrang daming pictures, i can't decide which ones to pick strictly for friendster. even if i want to make a collage, i can't pick pictures that i'd like to put in! grabe ang hirap! ahahah! :D -==- i am so on holiday mode!! i can't be bothered to work na! ahahaha :D

on thursday, my gasso red light outfit gets rehashed for the publicis christmas party. no no, not another red light district at the Loft in Rockwell. only because i'm supposed to be representin' thailand. gets nyo na? ahahaha :D does anyone have darts and ping pong balls they'd care to lend me? i'll bring 'em back, and no i'm not going to do shit with them. ewww! ahahaha! :D

santa can you hear me? i have been so good this year and all i want is one thing... won't continue as the next two lines after this aren't that relevant - only because i've found my true love. ew. gah. mush. haha ... all i want, just for me underneath my christmas tree i'll be waiting here... santa that's my only wish this year. :)

to keep myself company as i went off in search of a pastel-coloured dress for a wedding on saturday, i was trying to think of ways to say what i wanted to say most. i found that i couldn't. or that i'd start out the sentence and would, even in my mind, eventually turn the reins over to him. ahahaha. it's not fear - it's that for some reason, no preamble was appropriate enough. i guess, as he said earlier, the best way is the direct approach. haha, we'll see. -==- two ways that one can have random bouts of sadness during an otherwise perfectly wonderful day: 1. mention of object of hate. think again how sometimes it feels as though it's in the way. get slightly sad. but then get over it. 2. envy rears again its ugly head. no matter how much you try to remind yourself that envy is unnecessary, you can't stop it. and so, after months of being able to pack envy away and keep it under lock and key, it is back. feel heart cry a little quietly. slightly sad. and th...