my First blog

tomorrow's our last day at Citibank!!!! :) (yeah yeah, i know i'm coming back but please.. i've been waiting for this vacation for a long time...) damn man.. i can't wait! i was there today and i was just filing and fixing up stuff. fun fun. :P NOT! i dunno where to put things so i just stuffed them in boxes. hehe. i figured no one's gonna look for most of them coz they're all about 2 years old or something. :D i couldn't care less.. just as long as i don't have to look for any of those when it's my time to work there! hehehe. :D --==-- last weekend was a fun one. first, we ace our revalida (THANK GOODNESS!! congrats groupmates!) and then i spend most of the day with my baby.. and later on hung out with our friends. soo much fun! exactly the type of weekend i like. except i was running on about 2 and a half hours of sleep. hehe.. i think that was the first time i ever fell asleep around ryan... as in really asleep. he woke me up fo...

the thing i hate about having my baby with me for almost the whole weekend is that... i miss him terribly after. it's like i have withdrawals.. i get so used to having him around that it's hard to let him go. haaayyy... =( i wanna see yan already.

CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE GRADUATING! it's graduation season... and it's kinda surreal to see that WE (as in, my friends and i) are finally part of THIS graduation season. we're graduating man (or almost graduating as the case may be). school will be over for good, for the rest of my life, in about 2 weeks. no more trudging up three flights of stairs in CAS to reach our classes. no more slow elevators to the 3rd and 5th floor in ACB to take the others. no more thick readings and countless highlighters. no more chismisan about the people you see in school. nothing. i miss it already. and i haven't even left yet.

My newest Favorite Incubus Song... Pantomime In my fantasy I’m a pantomime I’ll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean Words are too messy And it’s way past time To end in my mouth. Paint my face white and tried To reinvent the sea One wave at a time Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight. I ain’t afraid to let it out I’m not afraid to take that fall But I have found beyond all doubt We say more by saying nothing at all. In my fantasy no such thing as time Minutes bleed into days Avant garde Show me your heresies And I’ll show you mine We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride. I ain’t afraid to let it out I’m not afraid to take that fall But I have found beyond all doubt We say more by saying nothing at all. In my fantasy you look good entwined In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine You’re my deep secret I’m your pantomime I’ll just move my hands I promise y...

If there was nothing in this world that i could do except be with you i wouldn't complain. If there was nothing in this world that i could do than be in your arms i wouldn't complain. If i could only survive on your kisses, your hugs and your smiles i'd be happy. my world is you.

... And in this moment i am happy... ohmigod.. last night.. i swear, was one of the best (if not THE best) night of my life. i saw INCUBUS live!!!! ohmigod... i cannot even begin to describe my feelings when i first heard the strains of megalomaniac... or actually seeing all of them in front of me playing all those songs that i love. it was the most sulit P2800 i have ever spent... and i am very willing to do that again just to see them again. i swear i was gonna cry... until now.. about 12 hours after.. i'm still jazzed. i can still hear them singing in my head. i love them. freak man.. i wanna see them again!!!!!!!!!!!! i was part of this great crowd: haay.. ulit uli!!! :D

in reference again to entry below... meet the newest Citibanker in town. i officially signed yesterday. will be starting work on the 13th of July. guess i'm one of the lucky ones? let's see if i still think that way few months down the line and the work starts to pile up. ah well... it's a good opportunity anyway. :)