my First blog

yesterday was.. quite a long day. first there was class... and then there was the dinner with my blockmates who i have really really missed!! i was with my baby, having great food at cpk. i was so glad to see my friends yesterday... =) it was juz like always - us laffing like crazy, not really caring where we were! haha! =D and then.... there was the inuman thing in las pinas... where i spent most of the time outside with my baby and other friends who were trying to get away from the smoke... =) but that was fun, juz talking bout people, bout each other and laffing our asses off. the ride home was extremely interesting too!! haha! that was cool... =) i still feel bad for the couple in their car at the parking lot!! bwahahaha!! =D and i got home.. pretty late. :p so now i'm really very tired. --==--=--- my dad has been here since last monday but i hardly saw him. he had work, i had work... we only really saw each other today. and he's leaving na tomorrow! ...

CRAP!! school starts tomorrow... good bye saturdays!! *sniff, sniff* fine, i still have my saturday nights but not having your saturday mornings and afternoons sucks! because officially, i only have one day as my weekend. =P darn darn... sana wla na lang kasi class!! (wish ka pa kikay!!)

two kids came into the office today. but they weren't your ordinary little kids. they were both terminally sick children - both afflicted with cancer. they were weak, thin and tired. unlike most kids their age i knew. they were at the office because of make-a-wish. our department helped grant two of their wishes which were really pretty simple. one wanted a playstation2, the other wanted a tv. simple wishes.. but it brought smiles to their faces. the whole time the little program was going on, while the rest of us came up with little gifts for them to take home - i had tears in my eyes. tears because, i was sad that little kids had to go through so much pain. sad for their parents who had to stay strong for their sake. sad that even though they were really sick, all they really wanted were things every normal kid wanted. i realized, they were normal little kids. just that they had possibility of never getting better hanging over them. it's just so sad... at t...

i had... a BLAST last night. a BLAST. literally - i was sabog out of my brains (for a while anyway). hehe, what a pun. :p i was with my two bestest friends and the bestest (yes, i know "bestest" is not a word but i don't know any other word to use!) barkada ever last night. armed with killer japutz, it had the promise of a fun fun evening. and it was! this i gotta say - sakote never lets me down! now, you may be thinking that the reason why i love them to bits is because we always have so much fun together - but it really is much more than that. i don't know anyone else (except my baby that is) in this world who i can really be myself with. no pretenses, no "yeah, i really am i nice little girl" cover, no repressed questions because it may shock some people, no shame in getting drunk and having to say "hold on, i gotta throw up" ever so calmly. it's great.. to just really be me and not have to make excuses about it. you're ...

i am unexpectedly puyat today... but it's worth it. and man, for a while there, i thought it was all gonna go down bad. i dunno what happened after but whatever it was that a friend did, it was great. because now everything's all cool! and i can say so because my best friend says that she's happy. i'm happy. everyone's happy! =) in the end, the "big talk" went well. so i am gladly puyat. i really don't mind. and man... them guys really had a lot of guts to start up that thing earlier. i know i wouldn't have... eventhough i wanted to. so.. thanks.. from the bottom of my heart. you guys rock!! =) soo glad to have you as friends. =) *mwah* p.s. ey baby! i can't wait to see you later.

when you know what two different people (who are your friends at that) are feeling at the same time... what do you do? sit back? or emphatize? help....................

argh... am now officially back in manila. man, the house is so quiet without the family around! it's always so much more fun being at home when they're around. and for some reason, the house feels cramped... maybe coz there's a lot of space in the other house. but i am happy to be in the same country now as my baby.. who i did miss when i was away. haay.. hope this week flies past, i can't wait for the weekend!