you know that feeling where life is zooming right past you and you have no control of it whatsoever no matter what you do?
THAT is exactly what i'm feeling now.
5th year is coming a little too quickly. i thought i still had about two weeks to re-adjust myself in manila and get myself psyched for the upcoming year but then i get this text from gladys that said, "kaye! did you get my text?? we're starting on june 3!!" apparently, citibank wants us to start then... and we haven't even enrolled yet!
man.. i was shocked. and now, even though i'm totally excited, i'm scared as hell. i mean, why shouldn't i? this is totally different from anything else that i have done before. this is not like the first day of school... it's the first day of work! at least with school, you know that you that you need to have a notebook or a piece of paper at least, a pen and your schedule. and you know that on the first day of school, you will spend most of it m...
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ok, first things first.. i am still in jakarta.
that's despite me being set on going back on last thursday, which was the 22nd. my sisters kept making kulit and in the end, my dad finally asked so i couldn't say no. i mean, how could I?? i'd be too hiya to say no! so now i'm leaving on the 31st.
i hope this doesn't make me seem like a bad daughter or anything because i really do love it here but i can't wait to get home.
i can't wait see ryan - who's already a little tampo with me for not coming on the 22nd because he was looking forward to having me back home after soo long. and besides that, i really, really miss him already.
i can't wait to see my friends - esp my jakarta friends because there is something that needs to be fixed. i can't even believe it's been left like this for so long now. it's just that the person i would like to talk to doesn't seem to want to talk to me because she doesn't answer any of my ...
ok, so i was thinking right? about my post yesterday or two days ago.. about being disconcerted with someone?
I HAD AN INSIGHT!!
well... i sort of realized that maybe, just maybe, during those times i did call, it was mejo bad timing so it didn't turn out well.. or maybe, you know.. i was overexpecting or.. just plain... overreacting !!
because we had this long phone conversation earlier (it was so long it's scary! phone bill scary!! hehe) and it went great! as in, it was pretty cool, i was pretty happy after (altho the phone line totally sucked, there's something wrong with the landline here. =P) and we really got to talk! so yun... i'm pretty happy now. i guess i was going through one of my moments. i have those sometimes kasi.
SPRING!
hehe.
it's mother's day on sunday and my sisters and i planned this thing for our mom! we were swimming yesterday and my baby sis starts calling me and aneka to one side of the pool and she was like, "co...
i was peacefully eating in CPK earlier tonight with my family when my baby sister asked a seemingly innnocent question:
"when are you leaving ate?"
and i'm like, "ask mom!"
and mom goes, "after ate A's confirmation"
ate kaye's face: no-freaking-way kind of incredulous look.
mom: laffing like anything.
grr.. so now i dunno if she's serious or not.. not with my dad making hirits like, oh oh.. look at her face!!
i mean, i love it here and all that.. but aneka's confirmation is on the 30th pa and i've always hoped to be home on the 22nd or something so i can prepare or whatever or see ryan... or my friends.. or something.
haaayy.. but if i'm stuck here till then, i guess it's okay.
and it's ok with ryan too. he never really wanted me to stay away for so long (and yes, i found out, he does miss me. hehe. bad bad me to think of some things.) and when i told him earlier he was just like,
"o...
yet another quiz!!
Your ideal mate is Cyclops. He's handsome, has nice hair, and has a cute smile. But he is also a tad bit annoying, overprotective, and jumps to conclusions ("We were just talking!!"). Though his shortcomings may be a bit much, don't let that throw you off. He knows how a lady is to be treated and is one you can grow old with.
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only) brought to you by Quizilla
hehe.. fine, i admit. it was sort of obvious which answers would lead to cyclops... so i can just as easily change my answers to... wolverine.
ok, so i'm exhibiting my fascination for two very gorgeous X-men characters. dammit man! i need to see that movie!! and matrix reloaded is coming out and i'm not even home yet. grrr....
i must be really bored.
ey baby, i'm meant to be with cyclops daw!! hehehehe...
bored me decided to do a quiz on quizilla... and picked a nice little one question quiz! pretty cool because i love the results
Hey hey hey mr wolverine!everyones biggest fan with a bad attitude.You intend to be very cautious and you have a strong bond with your friends.You would sacrifice yourself for the people close you.Way to go wolverine!ahem..logan?
.Which X-Men Character are you?. brought to you by Quizilla
and not just because hugh jackman is hot.. i really do like wolverine. and cyclops and whoa man... cyclops is pretty hot too!! hehe. haaayyy...
oh, oh, oh!! just a little note:
BEND IT LIKE BECKHAM IS A COOL MOVIE!!!
it's funny, has some really great moments and a real eye-opener, in this case, about indian culture. makes me appreciate my indian friends more. and it made me think in my long-lost brit accent for hours afterwards! ahhhh!! i miss my BIS friends. ok, maybe just a little!! hehe. just kidding.
but hey, i'm buying me my own dvd copy so i can watch it again in the phil!!
yun lang. =)