i made a decision for myself and i thought it through.

i did.

i know that there are risks involved taking this uncertain road. i know that one day, i may be the one on the other side.

but you know what?

while i am sorry and contrite for my mistake, and sorry for hurting someone in the process, i knew it was something i had to do.

and i'm happy where i am. truly happy. in fact, if you ask those who are close to me, they'll tell you that i am happier than they've seen me in such a long, long time.

i'm happy and you hate me for it.

give me a chance to say my side of the story because there are some things that you don't know. i always found it hard to tell you some stuff when i knew you'd judge or when i knew how you'd react. like what you're doing now. i love all the times i could run to you and tell you things and make chismis and make sumbong. there are just some things i'm scared to say that's all.

and now that i don't want to hide things from you, you refuse it.

i hope that somehow my text gets through to you and you start to understand me. and most of all, listen to me with an open mind.

that's all i ask. an open mind. your understanding. you know i don't go out, set to hurt other people. you know very well that's not me.

so please give me an open mind. please.

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