the reason behind the silence is simple:

i treasure everything really. and the past is filled with a lot of good memories. anything that falls under the category of the past shall remain forever hidden and silenced.

after all, there's no use in dredging up ancient history right? our past includes a lot of secrets, a lot of excuses, a lot of back-up stories and just a lot of fun. that has the right to rest and be placed on a different shelf, for no one to touch. no one to hear.

that's the reason for the silence.

that, and because i don't want to end up saying something i'll regret. or maybe don't even mean. and there's no use giving everything up, and making everything worse.

and because i just... don't want to say anything anymore.

cut clean.

whatever's with me, is mine. no words out of this girl. not anymore.

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angel said…
sometimes the simplest thigs are the hardest to do. :)

and sometimes 'hurting' someone very important to you is teh best way to show them that you do... kung kailangan e.

trust that the years you have invested with each other will overpower this. maybe she just needs to get over this.
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