okay, so it's like this. my parents cancel my trip to jakarta and i say.. oh. oh well. that's too bad and i'm sad for a while. the flight passes by singapore so my parents decided not to let me go because of SARS.

i get over it and decide, oh man! if i don't go, it means that i can finally do those dance lessons that i want to do, get to hang out with my friends, etc etc...

and then BAM! my dad and mom text today to say that i should go look for that damn SARS mask because they'll have me go. and i think...

NOOO!!!!!!!

bad as it may seem, i don't really wanna go anymore. i want to stay here. and besides, that SARS thing scares me. i mean, i don't even want to get exposed to it so i'd rather stay here, in my comfort zone! plus, i don't wanna wear a damn mask for the whole of my travel. and plus, how am i supposed to eat?! do i starve for about 5 hours?

man, i'm so pathetic. i wish they'd think this through thoroughly first. i'd survive it here naman eh. and they'll be here soon. i don't think it'll be so bad spending the summer here...

oh well. time will tell what happens.

i'm feeling a lil tampo with someone. i mean, it's all good that i know you're tired and all but i really don't think it'll take much effort to pick up your damn phone and text me how i am you know???? i mean, is that so hard?! or do you not really care?! or do you take for granted that i'm always fine? when i was feeling sick you didn't even txt back to ask how i was, i had to tell you pa. wsup with that man?! someone worries about you, you know. someone cares how you are. and that someone wishes that you'd show you care bout her too. i mean, it wouldn't hurt to say hi once in a while you know? i mean, we practically didn't have contact for almost 3 days and it was like nothing to you! wala! nothing! no, "oh hi! how are you na? how are you doing with your projects?" NOTHING!!! WHY?!??!

just venting. =P i guess sometimes i feel a lil neglected. =P

i must be pms-ing huh? i hope so. my cycle's gone whack again... =P

hay. just a few more days to go!!! and it's ALL OVER!! this year is OVER!!!
damn man. wow. that just looks really good in writing. hehe

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